My World

Why must something happen ler.. you only will care of me ? I post 关心 this 2 words on my msn title doesn't means I close my heart. I just need you care but not after something happen only come to care me. Before we together, I already told you, I need my bf care me so much. If at the starting you know yourself can't do it, why you still want together with me ? I know you don't like I control you so much, you don't like what I'm doing now. Some time I will think.. if you don't like so much about me, why you still want together with me ? But I never ask you.. because I really don't want lost you. But now.. I don't know how to continue our relationship.. you say if I no trust you, you feel so san fu. I know that because I'm san fu too. In my heart still have you. You teach me how to do, can ma ? When I look at you, I think of her, I think back what you 2 chat.. I try my best to act happy in front of you because I don't want we 2 argue. I know you don't like to see my blackly face. If you really love me, can you care me more ? Love me more ? Let me feel that you really love me ? Can ?? I really hope the bitch stop finding you and you won't lie me anymore. I so scare. So scare you will not tell me that she find you or you just go find her again. If really, why don't you just leave me alone ? Maybe I will be more happy :)