Sad :(

Once again I do stupid things ! :( SAD !! Aiks .. but then .. I couldn't control myself. I'm scared of it ! I'm worry, I keep simply think ! I know you hate it. Just feel like wanna "bang" wall and die. :'( Don't know why this feeling never disappear from me ! Why WHY WHY ??? :@ Some time hope you can leave me alone. :'( If you read this post, I gonna say sorry to you because I can't trust that she never find you anymore. I really don't hope you lies. But I know, to avoid argue, u choose to no let me know. :( I really don't want find a new BF anymore. Hope you be the last but I know this would not happen. Just to wait the day to come. :')