Sunday, February 26, 2012

How ??

Today received my best friend msg.. She told me that she sad.. I'm wondering what happen on her.. She told that now she only know that she not her bf true love ! OMG !! How come this will happen on her ? In front of everyone they are damn sweet but actually she not her bf true love ? Fuck the guy ! If you no love my friend please leave her lar.. Why want like this cheat her ? Do you know you are so hurt her ?? She treat u so good.. And now you come tell her this ? Haizzz.. Why human always like this ?? Never appreciate things around you, wait until they lost you only will appreciate. I also don't know how to help her.. She only have 2 choices.. Either break up or continue together lor.. Maybe someday he will really love you but need to wait until when leh ?? My friend sacrifice so many things, even got a better guy chase her, she also ignore bcs she is really love her bf.. But how her bf treat her ? Really feel like wanna slap this guy, let him wake up !!! Stupid man wake up lor!! If you still in your dream then let my friend away lar, don't hurt her anymore pls!! She can deserve a better 1 !! Really don't know how to help her.. She sure cry a lots.. Haiz.. Worth meh ?? Really no worth 1.. She tell me.. She really got think to marry this guy. Now.. == I also don't know how to say.. Wish her will ntg soon :) and don't for a man that not deserve with it, keep your tears for a better man =) Today damn tired !! Wanna sleep now ! Good night...

Monday, February 20, 2012

What I really need and what you really know ?

Today I'm fucking pekcek !! Why will like this ? I really "mm fuk" with all this thing.. I already no count so much already, I already let it be.. Why today I want so kepo ppl things ? Maybe I shut my mouth up then won't so much things happen. I know you already say sorry to me and I no more angry you but what I sad is why you don't know what I need ? I feel that you are just protecting her ! What she do is correct and what I do us wrong ? Ok, you say diff group diff style, I can accept it. But then she really can ? Ok, she can or not really non of my business ! but why you want keep argue with me about that ? Me "mm fuk" is bcs she like this, those ppl feel she can but me ? Just A shit ?? Wtf ! She have so many ppl support ! Ok, I'm not jealous her and I also don't hope I can up bcs got ppl support ! I want use my own effort ! Keep stay here, I will die soon... Friend with this let ppl say friend with that also say .. HELLO ! Is you guys dump me alone 1st so I go join others lar. Like this also want say me ? I really so hard to do ppl ! This say that bad thing, that say this bad thing.. And then I just keep listen from both .. Want me how leh ? Me also keep quiet and listen only.. Actually I very San fu.. U all know am ? But no ppl know .. No ppl I can tell also.. Bcs I don't want later many things happen again.. Only here I can write out.. Maybe I can tell my bf but he willing to listen ? He know my pain ? Tell him, I sure will cry out then he just will say that I want some ppl pity me and care me ? even him also like this.. Who I still can tell to ? Only blogger can :) I tell him just I want share my things with him but not want him pity me. Some more he is my bf, he have the responsibility to do so and not only me go care him nia !!! Pls don't come and tell me that diff ppl diff behavior ! This is not accept ! Some Time I send so much things to you just want you send me back more word but what you send me ? "okok muacks" OMG !! What response you want me give you ? A BIG smile :D <<< like this ? You really don't know what I thinking and what I need at all ! You say you know, ya... You really know, really know how to say nia lor.. Just same,, nth change... I promise myself not to cry anymore ! So how suffer I also will just kept in my heart. I will continue hold my tears :) no one know, ok.. This blog my bf know it and he might view it, if after he read it and feel angry with me then I ntg to say, this just a only place that I can write my problems.. No one I can say with ! Last word.. I love Blogger :) ❤

Tuesday, February 14, 2012

3rd Valentine&apos;s Celebration...

Today going out to celebrate the Valentine's Day with dear... Hehe... Even though just a simple day out but I also feel happy jor ... Dear promise to buy me the Burberry perfume but no more stock.. So he bought me a watch .. Hehehe .. I like it so much ^^ what I buy for him ? Heheh... Actually I just pay half of his PS Vita .. After few hours shopping... We decide to eat steamboat.. So we went to Healthy Shabu Shabu to have our dinner.. After dinner then back home... Hope can with him pass every Valentine's Day until I old.. Hahahaha...

Tuesday, February 7, 2012

My offday~

Off day again... Today actually plan to have a short shopping.. Thought wanna buy the jacket that I like and Mr.K geh shoes... but how know.. when reach the shop.. no more the shoes that we want and Mr.K says the jacket no nice.. :( So.. today can't get any things.. xD .. Never mind .. can save some.. hahaha.. After shopping then we went to a new restaurant to have our dinner. Ermm.. the restaurant seems like so less customers wo... just only 1-2 tables have people only.. But we already go in.. so no choice lor.. just have a try ^^ Hehehe.. luckily the food still ok..


Here are the food that we order.. the sandwich so special.. looks like sushi.. hehe but actually is bread with tuna and outside the chef use seaweed to cover the bread.. hehe.. so cute ... At last we also can't finish the sandwich.. so take away and now become my supper.. =.=''

Today so guai.. rest at home.. hahaha.. no go out "wet" because SICK jor !! and my bracing do adjustment again.. and I feel more tight again.. it is painful now.. T.T Bite also feel hard .... So just stay at home update my phone.. chit chat with my long time no chit chat geh sister, MANDY SUA !! Hahahaha.. but now she fall sleep jor.. sleep like a pig at the SOFA there.. LOL !! Don't know what to do now.. @.@ Sleep ?? Drinking coffee now.. xD I think later no need sleep lor.. Feel like wanna call a massage girl come ?? errmm.. =.='' WTF.. scare me.. my laptop suddenly close all my windows.. and restart.. so worry that my post will lost.. then I need to retype again.. luckily.. still here.. hahaha... the laptop just finish update the window and auto restart.. zzzz.. why I never notice ?? I'm so STUPID.. hahaha.. maybe long time no use it ler.. hahahaha.. DOING NOTHING now... =.='' super duper sien lorrrr... FML ....

Saturday, February 4, 2012

I hate ULCER !!!

T.T suffering again... Having ulcer again !! Damn pain now... Ulcer + flu + tired == why all come together wo... Very pain lar... Can I have a good rest ?? Hehe ... My heart ... What happen wo .. Why no mood working de ? Or is it because I'm sick jor ?? Maybe I'm sick already that's why no mood work Gus... Hehe... How I pass my cny ? No enough rest at all lor !! Hahaha... And I took my iPhone 4s ler... So happy... Hehe...