I love this Chinese New Year song

Happy Chinese New Year 2012 !!

Happy happy Chinese New Year 2012 !! Happy Dragon Year ... Hahahaha... Now I'm still at Manila, pass my Reunion Dinner night and Chor 1... 1st time pass it without family beside me o and my Reunion dinner was with my dear ... LOL !! First time lor... Hahahha...

Chor 1.. have to work but all wear RED RED come to work ... Feeling not bad also but I don't have any RED clothes .. so I wear a Red pant with SBO uniform .. Hehehe .. Also same same jek .. red also ma... Hehehe... My first Angpao.. from SBO also .. Hahahaha ... 100SGD .. o.O .. Not bad also geh ...

All SBO staffs gambling gambling .. All went to Penthouse at the Chor 1 morning .. open party, after eat .. GAMBLE start .. Hahahaha ... So many people and so crowd ... If I'm the maid of the house .. I think I will crazy because so much things to clean up ... xD ... Me also play some and win some also .. hehehe ... But then just play for awhile because I'm damn tired jor .. Cannot tahan then back my own unit with some of them also .. Make a sleeping mask and SLEEP ! Sleep like a PIG !! Hahahah ...

This few days geh mood also very good and no argue with Mr.K.. Maybe CNY now .. because CNY time better don't argue ma.. So after CNY ... maybe will turn back to before that ? LOL !! Chor 5 faster come !!! I want back Malaysia !! Hehehehe ...

Friday night ...

Grrr... So tired aaa !! T.T Now I know that cannot sleep so much when half day because after that I totally can't fall sleep ! Now I'm so sleepy and tired... How ?? T.T ~~ 1 more week can go back Malaysia again ler ... Yohoo~~ This 2 days keep argue with you ! Don't know why !! Siennnnnnnnnnnn.... Every day like same same.. Every day like doing same things... Haizz... Money no enough use ler ... How to find more money ? Hahahhaa.. Or anyone can let me spend some ? xD

*Short post for today*

Finally I owned It !

Finally my Iphone 4s reach ! Yeah~~ I'm so excited... I just hope faster reach 27th January, so that I can see my Ip4s... Finally... I own it... Hiak hiak hiak ... I wish to have an Iphone since the day Iphone 4 was launch and now I own it ! Hahahahaha... I won't regret having it and paying RM 2500 for it because I feel it is worth ! Everyone won't feel regret when they own what they wish to own eventhough it is EXPENSIVE ! I promise I will sayang it and take care it properly... xD Mr.K also bought an Iphone 4s for his sister ! LOL !! Such a damn good brother.. Give you a LIKE !! Hahahaha... This time going back Malaysia.. What plan again ? Shopping ? Day trip ? Or stay at home ? NO WAY ! Cannot stay at home.. I can't waste my holiday... But seems like no one free to accompany because all already start working ... :( Don't know this time go back... gonna spend how much again... When I can save enough money and leave here wo... T.T Faster lor ... xD But I still have many things haven't buy yet wo... Kekekeke... Now I'm so tired ! Shoulder damn pain ... T.T Why a... Feel like getting old jor ... @.@'' I cannot fall sick ! Take care myself ! =P

Food can simply eat but word can't simply speak !

Why you never think before you speak ? Do you know every word you speak out can cause a lot problems ? Fxck you ! Do you have brain ? Or your inside your ASS ? Shit !! What you had speak and now make problems out !! I know why you wanna did that, you wanna spoil people relationship ! KNN ! You are fucking FAT, DUMB and like a big fat stupid TONG !! =.='' Why I'm so angry ? Because I really cannot tahan and no one can let me "fat sit" .. only can write it here .. !! Not everyone can same like you ... Rub rub rub and rub .. only know to rub .. Grrrr.. When I see you .. I still have to act my SMILING face to you ... T.T OK ! Stop talking the fucking shit people ! SPOIL my mood.. xD ...

CNY coming soon~~

Emmm.. Chinese New Year coming soon but how come I don't have the mood ? Finally today get the letter.. Emmm.. same like last year .. But the level still remain same :( . Now company having a new rules ... =.='' Anyone can be up level and also can be downgrade the level .. when your level is downgrade ler.. salary also will be DEDUCT ! OMG !!

My face turn to that ! T.T That means... I have to be work more hard to avoid getting downgrade lor ?? Shit !! Money really so hard to earn !! Awww .... When I can leave here ? When can I make my dreams come true ?? I wanna to go travel ! I want go KOREA, JAPAN and many many place but don't have money ... HOW ? xD So easy .. Later just sleep more early and dream early lor ... Hahahah ... Fucking STRESS !! You know ??? I think no one know... Now I'm just 22 years old .. but I feel myself like 28 now .. T.T Why can be like this ? Can I forever stay young ? Hahahaha .. Again .. go dream later ... xD

How to be a generous woman ? I really don't know ! So stupid lor !! :( HATE HATE HATE !! Why cannot let me every day happy geh ? From start till now also same ! Grrrr... Having offday again .. What to do later ?? Emm... boring life .. really FML again .. Feel like wanna go facial but now I still awake.. I think I sleep better... Night .. go where ?? At home is the better choice... ^^ Because alone just can stay at home ... Hehehehe ...

Finally I had order an Iphone 4s for myself ... Yeah~~ I'm damn excited waiting for it coming ... But I'm worry also .. because I'm first time online buy such expensive stuffs ... Until now... it is still under processing condition .. When it will deliver to my house leh ? So excited ler... Iphone 4s I'm waiting you leh.. Faster come lor... xD

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Thursday Morning :)

Morning again ! Yeah.. I'm still awake ! My dark circles become bigger and bigger jor !! Hahahaha.. Shit ! Why I still don't want sleep ? Because I still have so much things haven't done yet.. xD ... If I'm not at here wasting my time .. I think I can so fast done all things ... Hahahaha.. Aiks !! Today let them say my mouth looks like DUCK when I take photo ! Isshhh !!! Apala ... T.T

I found that our life can be so meaningful and happy when we try to more "看开" ... Some time we can try to let go some thing or loose your hand a bit off... you might get a better life ? It is truth ? Errmmm... some time when we think too much it will just caused a lots problems. Maybe he keep chat with other girls, I will be get angry or dislike but this is normal for someone that have feeling to you. But some time I feel that this angry or dislike just useless because he won't care about it. In his mind, he will just feel you too small gas and no enough generous.

Some time can try to loose off my hand and let him be, if he really belongs to you, no matter what happen.. at the end.. he still will stay beside you. But some time I just can't control myself ! I will just automatically angry and argue with you... =.='' I FEEL SO USELESS !! zzzzzz.... Ok .. this topic.. stop here .. me and you always have many problems, I knew it since the day we started... hahahha..

Shit !! My face so dry again !! What happen lar ? Is it drink no enough water ? T.T Why my skin always de-hydration ?? Sure will be like that because almost 24 hours I'm staying under the AIR-CON !! When I can stop this kind of life ?? I'm 22 years old now but my skin like 35 years old woman ler... Arggghhhh !!!!

往往许多人失去了才知道什么叫珍惜,一个女生不代表什么,她是我们以后的伴...追一个女生不是容易的事，男生会用尽方法的表达他对你的爱...但是到了最后100% 里面只有 10% 是成功的,就是不懂什么是得来不易,需要好好地珍惜...得到了，不要清言放弃...不然到了最后失去了，才懂得珍惜...

Morning ! :)

Why I still awake now ??? I'm hungry lar !!! Aiks... Don't know what to eat.. and don't know what to do now, so I'm here to blog again.. Hahahaha.. Even though my blog no people view .. hahaha.. Suddenly I'm so LIKE few of this picturessssss... :)

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Genting 1 night trip.. hahaha.. actually just few hours trip .. =.='' LOL ! [Hope to have again xD]

My company 2012 Annual Dinner [Black and White, Devil and Angel] Kekekeke...

Again I'm so confused now. Why until now the things still can appear im my mind and I still don't know the answer yet ? The truth will be bad or good ? I really wish to know it. I know this things pass for a period ler, but it just ... aiks ... I don't know how to describe my feeling. I hate people LIE to me. Besides that, I also don't know what myself want now ! SHIT !!

Moody Saturday !

Too over concern a person is WRONG ! Huh... care a person also wrong .. hahaha.. not caring person is wrong .. just when you too over caring, they will just feel you "FAN" , so noisy , ask so much , and bla bla bla~~ If like this .. better we shut up our mouth ? LOL !! Cannot lar.. I already be used with it. I always ask so much.. hahaha.. Maybe I like people caring me lor.. But now .. really .. FML !

The last day of 2011 !

Have a great night at 31st December 2011, the last day of 2011 ! Celebrate with my dear, hahaha.. We went to Deluxe again and that night he brought his friends out also ! LOL !! That day was a fun night because long time I never try that relax ler.. hahaha.. Thanks you for bringing me out to relax, that night .. really no pressure and I just keep talking, dancing and laughing. Just like become a different person. Hope every day also same. LOL ! Impossible !! Besides that, I also hope every time you go this kind of place also bring me and your friends together go also because it is really have fun with them even though we less talk. Hahahah.. but I think 1 day sure we have many things to talk ! Just that night will have things to talk because after that I will back to normal. I really hope every day I can be abnormal ! xD

After this great night, again I having an exciting night ! DRIFT !!! Woah~ First time I try it. Never expect that @.@'' Dear promise me that will fetch me go Genting by his Fairlady ! He did it, so 1st Dec 2012 night, he ask his friends to join, after yum cha at Old Town, we back home and change our clothes, then our NIGHT trip start ! :D 3 cars going up... boomm~~ Actually I feel sleepy on that time but I worry dear can't see the road properly, so I open my eyes big big to help him see also.. [I'm damn good]. Our car going up slowly and smoothly.. suddenly the car.. like drifting .. @.@'' On that time, I'm totally blank and after the car is stable already, I direct scold dear.

*Our conversation inside the car*

Me says : Argghhh .. just now what happen ? Why will like this ? You know so danger or not ? [in a angry voice]

Dear says : Drift ma.. drift is like this geh..

Me says : Before you drift, can let me know ?

Dear says : How to let you know ? Feel geh ma.. aiyorrr... u scare a??

Me says : YOU say leh !

Hahahaha.. After think back.. I feel quite funny also.. kekeke... Emm.. what you had promised me.. almost done all jor.. quite happy geh .. but .. is it .. after this .. you won't do anymore ? :( I don't want like this wo.. Cannot forever also do it for me meh ?? Only for me.. not for others wo.. can ??

1. Fetch me back from airport with Fairlady [DONE]

2. With me go Melaka with Fairlady [DONE]

3. Fetch me go Genting with Fairlady [DONE]

4. Bring me go eat Tauhu Bakar [DONE but just so ngam there got sell nia..]

5. Bring me go eat The Ship [FAILED, haven't bring me go ! xD]

Some time really have a great day with you.. but some time you really do something that hurt me, :( Can I don't want like this ?? I just want always happy. I know I'm greedy. Maybe you don't like it. Just hope you do all that for me only. No OTHERS ! Hahahahahaha... I'm super duper greedy 1 and this caused no one want me.

Say the truth, if you really treat me good, treat me honestly, and won't betray me, I will same to you too ! But if you really betray me, I don't know what I will do... Hiak hiak hiak... I can be an angel also can be a DEVIL~ Wkakakakakak ... [Sot jor]

Finally my holiday end :( Sad~~ Why the time pass so fast ?? Argghh~~ Now is 2012 ! Happy New Year.. A brand new year ! Yeah.. What happen on 2011, please forget it ! No more in my brain !! Hahaha.. Hope I can do so lor xD. Yesterday when waiting the flight back to Manila, my heart .. feel so .. aiks .. don't know how to describe the feeling. I miss my buddies :( I'm so sorry to you guys because I just can spend the 2 hours with you all and the 2 hours is really no enough !! Awwww~~ 5 of us really long time no chit chat ler, the next time going back have to plan nicely ler ! Hahahaha.. really miss you guys..

Luckily every time when coming back to Manila, still got you beside me. So I'm not that lonely. :D But yesterday suddenly you ask me a weird question and now I'm so confused with it :( Why suddenly you ask so ? T.T Actually I never think to play play with this relationship and I hope you are same too. If you are really serious with this relationship, why still wanna think go find another ? Is it I'm not enough good ? Dear, I really don't hope you like your friend them a.. they like this because they haven't meet the one they really love, when they meet it, I think they won't like this anymore. Even though we just together for 2 years+ but in this 2 years really many things happen on us and it is not easy for both of us together until now. So, I really don't hope got anythings will spoil our relationship.

Say the truth, I never think wanna find others anymore because I really feel tired jor. I just hope now will maintain till the end but what you thinking now, I really don't know. Aiks~~ Today no mood working .. =.='' My heart still at Malaysia there ... Zzzz ... when my heart gonna come back o ?? LOL ~ But work few more weeks.. gonna go back holiday again.. hahaha.. celebrate Chinese New Year ! Kekeke.. but seems like those clothes I bought for CNY .. I already let me wore ler.. hahahaha...